To not speak and to hold you here
If only you knew what you do
Here to listen but not tell you
How I feel and only for you
Wasting away and shreds to be left
Long time coming and I fear what\'s next
Hurt by past and sin it was clear
Thoughts of you I wish to disappear
So I can be there for you and hold you dear
Not close as I wished but still there
Support none the less and she is what is clear
Watching waiting only finding what hurts
Shadows around corners my demons they lurk
Stunned by silence as I desert
What I hold dear today only brings me hurt
If I set you free and never tell
Swallow my consciousness forever its gone.