I feel as though you tricked me.
At the time,
I was a fish out of water -
a foreigner in a strange land if you will.
I was a young man from the city.
I was living in the country,
at the lowest point in my life.
I felt so alone.
So there you were,
looking so beautiful.
After a short while you used me.
You trick me into marrying you.
I suppose you saw me as an opportunity,
to get away from your parents,
and escape your dull life.
Still, I suppose I saw you as an opportunity,
to slow my life down.
Dispite all the warnings from others,
that you were, \'no good\' -
warnings from your own family members,
I went through with it.
Yet that was still wicked,
what you have done.
I would have never done that to a woman.
I could not have done that to another woman.
I pray that the Lord,
helps you straighten out your life.
Yet out of all the people,
I have ever thanked,
I show you the most gratitude.
I hold no grudges.
For you reep what you sew.
Also, had I not married you,
then I would not have seen you,
for who you were.
It is for that reason,
that we separated and,
had we not separated,
then I would not have had time to think.
Had I not have had time to think,
then I would not have rededicated,
my life to the Lord.
It has been nearly six years,
since you tricked me into marrying you.
What is worse,
is that after I moved back to the city,
you called me to say that you love me,
and a month later you brag,
about having another man\'s baby.
Still, I am not mad.
Why should I be?
It happened so long ago.
Maybe I am just relieving my problems.
After all, the sex was great.
I will always believe in marriage,
as I always did.
Yet I have mixed feelings,
about myself ever remarrying.
Only the Lord God knows.
So I guess, you making me out,
to look like a fool,
worked out in the end.
At least it did for me.
I just hope you never do that,
to another poor soul.