I try my best not to look back at the girl I used to be. Not let her taunt me into falling & ending up where I was before. She\'s served me no purpose. But she continues to plant seeds of doubt in my conscious. I do my best to find them before they root & sprout into something I don\'t want them to become. Trees of insecurity, anxiety and regret with leaves that are already dead. She begs me to fall back into my old ways. She\'s the enemy that I never seem to escape. I refuse to let her take me out though. It\'s an everyday battle with that girl but I\'m new now. She\'s has strategy but no strength. I will be victorious.