Clean up after myself
When you\'re finished
It\'s not using if you\'re nothing
Caressing gently
If you\'re ok with it
Wanting more than a few handfuls
Of soft curls
Rubbing skin
I promised I couldn\'t give in
Dreaming it\'s more
than a few fingers that\'ll fit
But your whole heart
In my tiny black
space in my chest
Empty and void
like the lies I made
And I can\'t sanitize
myself any longer
Curse words uttered
Breathing heavily
Secret \"lovers\"
but not laughter
Promise to tell me
if you want to stop
I wanted the world empty
With just you and me in it
Exchanging kisses
Under torn blankets
As the stars whispered dirty things