failed romantic excursions,
may my absence haunt,
precursor dispelling worth,
deterred hope leaves my shell rigor,
condemned by the words I never said,
delving into the shallow-depths,
serotonin defective,
angst transfixtion,
commendable life source for ineffable addiction,
tear drop deposits invigorate open wounds,
scattered, shattered, battered, then reassembled by the crux of noble battle,
powerless to great fate,
fear not the last days,
depleted yet I accept defeat only to know I shall\'th manifest vigor victory.