Been awhile since I wrote
Been awhile since I spoke
I was okay for awhile
But it’s been awhile since I broke
I was okay for awhile
It was just a laugh and smile
Stop taking my pills
Then it was all just a pile
After stopping my prescription pills
Because all of the laughs and thrills
It all came back and added up
All the depression spills
I didn’t know it was gunna add up
So it was all bottoms up
It was my first night
And now its all out from whatever’s built up