Mistakes were made, prices were paid, losing love ones in the process is the only thing that’s been a regret since that day, laying in the bed at night and you began to cry, that feeling of wanting to take things back it begins to become an aching twist in your stomach as if you were twisting a bow tie, trying to wrap your mind around trying to give things a different meaning but you have to understand we are all just human beings, when decisions are made the mistakes usually come after, just like sadness is usually followed by laughter because you look back and realize how foolish you really look, praying about the situation and seeking help was all it really took, by the time you realize it might already be to late, it might be cloudy now but the sun will shine again just wait, during the process you will say if only I would have thought this through, which is true cause the only one to choose to do this to yourself was you, but how do you come out of the decision you made, once you understand that meaning, then you will understand you’re not perfect you’re just a human being