“Keep it to yourself
Don’t let them know your struggle
If you let them know
They will think you are even weaker than you want them to
They don’t know your worries and all the pain you have gone through
They couldn’t possibly understand
They are just the same as the ones that hurt you
They say they get it
But look at those eyes
pitying you
Like your a shame
Don’t cave and don’t give in
Hold on and burry it deeper
Until you can’t hold it any longer
Then lash out and call them out but don’t tell them why
Cuz then they will see your hurting inside
Instead be angry and never forgive
You’ll show them by holding a grudge just how bad it is
All that they did
Let it simmer under the surface
You can never be free
Too much has happened
Way to much to be redeemed
Just accept it
Your just not enough
It’s too bad so sad
You should just give up”
Hold on a second
Look at me
shut off that depened darkened pit of despair
Hear a voice of reason for once
I have something to share
Has it been working so far?
The anger you keep with pride
I see the constant fighting you do to keep it inside
But it breaks through and escapes
Can I tell you why?
When you were created
It was only to be loved
Your body wasn’t purposed for anger, fear, lust, jealousy and more.
So when circumstances happen
And those things enter your body
And they are not meant to be there
You have to get it out somehow, somewhere
The darkness will try to convince you to keep it in
Until it makes you ill
And that is when the outbursts come
But by then your weaker
And it hurts more
If you chose to
you could let it out before
The voice will tell you
Your nothing with no purpose
Just a worn out worn down invisible piece of trash
But the voice is wrong
See if you were to share what’s wrapped up inside you
You would release it by choice instead of it bursting from you in acts of anger and rage
Then you may start to see things
You’ll start to feel good and the world will look better
And it will break your heart
When you see that your story sets someone else free
And they too get a new start
You don’t have to believe that your all alone
Your meant to be loved and your meant to be free
Free yourself from your prison
Release what was never meant to be yours
And you will see that just doing that will open up doors.
Now I’m just a person
Literally no one special
But what I have shared with you
Has radically set me free
Because these are just a few simple things that Jesus spoke to me
I was once there in deep depression and despair
I used bouts of anger and tears like a pop off valve for my pain
But now I’m here the happiest I have ever been
More than I knew possible because I decided to make a change
Life is still hard
There are still bad days
The circumstances didn’t get better
But I was cleaned
Now I’m here just to say that even though I don’t know you
I think you deserve to be free and happy like me!