Dreams
I\'m sorry for all the lies and schemes
For keeping you just a dream
It\'s you I worship and carry
But deep down I hold doubt and worries
I self medicate
With dreams of success
To keep my daily view
Faded in a mist of
Altered reality
Why these dreams
Call me
I do not know
Fearful of death with out success
I live oppressed in the
Lust of future success
View so bright that I lose my sight
Hopes and dreams
Fill my time
Blinding me from reality
At home in my dreams
Lost in reality
I ignore signs of passing time
Drunk from the pleasure
Developed in my mind
Making wrong choices
All the time
Never grounded in reality
Soon life will rob me of
My dreams
Leave me with a
Awfully earned reality
The result from my lack of action
Is starting to show
I spent all my time
In a catalog of fabricated lies
Used to keep me numb from the truth
\"It\'s only a matter of time\"
or
\"I\'ll do it next time\"
Classics in
My book of lies
Life slaps back my
Sense of reality
Time has passed
Its to late
Old age has struck
With it comes repent
Reality is here
And
Death calls
Should I stay?
Should I leave?
Whispers of regret
Taunt me with shame
You were born with health
In a time of powerful tools
You were given a task
You choose to run away
Instead of towards the pain
Where growth is made
You failed the test of life now
YOU WILL PAY
Instead of building life
And paying a daily price
You choose to live in comfort
Where time is spent
And never repaid
You owe life
To reality
And here comes
Death to collect
My life was spent in a dream that was never felt or seen
The closes I got
Was some pixels on a screen
Scared of the climb
I jump to my death
This is where I will continue
To rest
To all the dreams that lay in graves
Im sorry I made
The same mistake