lemons poetry

it chains me to the floor

living in my head 

broken 

out spoken you are

can never dispose of you 

talking 

you tell me the world is against me

the hell you give me is unbearable 

you run every one away

i pray for you to go away 

no matter what i say i think maybe god is testing me 

sometimes i wonder what it would be like to tie a cord to the door and hang 

or bash my head in with a frying pan 

i tried getting away believe me i ran 

i fought it well i gave it hell 

it locked me in a cell 

i continued to yell 

even when it ripped out my vocal cords 

i will still scream from the grave 

no one will save me........

 

                                                                                                         -levi cloninger-