Crash into me like you did with her.
Crash into me like I want you to, like I need you to.
Our lives are short and they don\'t mean much, but it\'ll mean a lot if we stayed together and died together.
I\'d rather rot in the ground with you than with someone else.
It’s the way that you smile and laugh at your own joke that gets me.
It’s the way that you can stare so intently at something.
At me.
It feels like you are staring into my soul.
What do you want?
My heart?
Because I will willingly give that to you.
I live to be everything that you want me to be.
And that’s where I’m wrong. Because you can be a horrible person. You can be hurtful and wrong. No matter how cute your smirk is or how bright your eyes can get.
You are not the one I want to rot with.
You are not the one I want to stay together with.
You are the one that I want to run from because you make me feel like a fool.
The way you laugh at my mistakes and my ideas.
I feel small.
And that isn’t the feeling I want.
Not even close.
So, please, don’t crash into me.
Never do that.
Ignore me.
I just want to hold myself up