Feelings are too complex for me at times,
Making it hard for me to sit down and write rhymes.
One second I love them, the next I am broken,
One second I am bi, the next it\'s unspoken.
I question my for my family too,
Sometimes I\'m so lost I don\'t know what to do.
Nothing to do but stare at my ceiling lost in thought,
Nothing to do but question the \"love\" I had caught.
Sometimes I wonder if I\'m a robot in a girl\'s body,
Who is incapable of loving, who is stuck up and snotty.
It\'s like I love someone and then I don\'t,
Saying I need more love but I truly won\'t.
Trust issues and commitment problems from the start,
Now I have no clue as to who has my heart.
Too scared to reject a brave young soul,
Too scared to face what comes with that toll.
I know I\'m indeed confusing, give or take her,
I guess I\'m just a heartbroken heartbreaker.