I have so much I want to say
So many thoughts in my head
Lying here tonight in my bed
Trying to just find a way.
Find a way to knock down these walls
That I have built inside my mind
I feel that I’ve been left behind
Because no one answers my calls.
No one answers because they don’t know
I scream deep down inside
Waiting for the pain to subside
So I can finally start to grow.
Start to grow more confident
Be more sure of myself
Take the real me off the shelf
And not be so distant.
I want to become a new me
Someone I should have already been
The true me that lies within
That’s what I want to be.
After all these years I still ask the same question
What the hell is wrong with me?
Why can’t I just be free?
Be who I am and stop guessing.