I\'m feeling so f****** anxious..
I dont know how i can release some pressure.
This suffocated feeling.
Is it possible without hurting myself?
I know that if i don\'t alleviate some of this soon then a \"mini meltdown\" will happen.
Feeling a little paranoid...
Kind of aggravated....even.
The same bad familiar feelings have crept up once more....
Once again.
How could i forget....
I should have known what was instore.
For me anyway.
I couldn\'t even begin to explain...
What was/is going through my mind...
What feelings i am rushed with.
That familiar feeling that I\'ve had enough.
That attitude where i dont give a stuff.
The bitterness shows its head again.
Laughing at me for still living the same.
Trying to shame..
What a shame....F*** off