To the weight upon my shoulders I just wish you’d go away
I didn’t invite you here and I don’t want you to stay
You’ve been pushing me down into this big dark place
And I don’t know what I’m up against as you have never shown your face
I think you must deliver all the evil in the world, all the sadness all that’s cruel
You have turned my life upside down I feel so lost, I don’t recognise this sobbing frightened fool
You have taken all the spirit from the person who once was here- the one I used to be
The shadow you have left behind owns no smile and deep down I know this -stranger is not me
In the days before you took your hold I admit sometimes I was angry, sometimes I got sad
But for this empty shell that lies beneath you now every days the same – just bad
Where have you put my laughter my voice that sang my love for life- my happy?
This tongue that you have swapped for mine is forked, it spits it makes my speech so snappy
I don’t know how you ever managed to creep up on me or where the hell you’re from
BUT- “HAND BACK THE PARTS OF ME YOU STOLE I’M ORDERING YOU BE GONE!”