Is my love blind am I letting this take over my life control my mind and make me feel fine time after time again I wishing all of this fighting would end but it\'s seems like it begins it crazy how i don\'t even want to talk to a friend about anything I\'m going through cause at the end of the day I look like a fool in love but y am I in love with u is it because I don\'t want to let go too soon I\'m trying my hardest to stay put he\'s still pushing me away seems like u don\'t care anymore even if I was to walk out the door and never come bac but then would u even get mad idk y it seems like I\'m a fucked up person but I\'m the one who is truly hurting I kno y I tried to end my life cause I didn\'t want to stay strong and fight cause I just felt weak inside