Is there something wrong?
Is there something I don\'t see?
Is there something I don\'t feel?
Forced to admit my wrongs
Forced to being blind
Forced being empty inside
Don\'t know what to say
Don\'t know where to go
Don\'t know what to feel
I\'m the fault and the wrong
I\'m the blind and the foolish
I\'m the empty and cold
But in all of this
I know my mistakes and the consciences
I know that I lost my sight a long time ago
And
I also know that I\'m empty because my mind keep fooling me
Is okay to do wrong, I was told because it gives experience
Is okay to be blind because you can still feel the touch
And
Even if you empty and cold you still feel something close your friends
Everything is a beautiful lie
that we runaway from
Even if I did know why I\'m like this
I probably would forget it in time
Because it never really mattered to me
how I felt
Every time I sleep is another hour wasted
I could have worked to actually go up
in the world
Instead of being stuck in my mind
I\'m going fucking insane
but what can I do when I write in riddles
My feelings are like a Legend of Zelda twilight Forest Puzzle
with the two giants taking steps in different directions
but end up at the same direction guarding the Master Sword
I\'m going mental
I\'m stuck in this puzzle until I have completed it
screaming louder and louder for every moment I fail
and
need to retry
I could have done so many things in my life
but a person with existential crisis why does it even matter
what will change if I do something old?
what will change if I do something new?
Every day is all the same
Every day I just wanna scream
Every day I just want to beat something
Every day I see my reflection
Every day I wonder what would happen
If I never meet my friends
If I never did any crimes
If I never sleep deprived myself
If I never was born to exist
What is my purpose?
What does my existence mean?
What is my life worth in others eyes?
A Fool is someone that did something dumb
but knows what he did wrong
A Fool is not dumb because he did it
He is dumb because he knew how it would end
A Fool is dumb on the outside, but he is smart on the inside
is just that he is bond something
something to make him do the wrong doing
Break me free from this prison of thoughts
Break my mind so my thoughts are gone
Break my body so I can\'t feel or move
and
Break my heart so I can stop being kind to love everybody.