lemons poetry

a special kind of suffering

empty nyquil bottles 

now full of sorrow 

full of pain 

feelings of joy now replaced by loss                                      stage 1...

fear now plagued with acceptance 

miss understanding a blessing for now 

struggle to even wake up 

pain over coming strength                                                     stage 2.........

reasoning barely lasting 

hope is covered by gloomy clouds 

days numbered by 2 of a kind                                    stage 3..........

hand of cards holding 1 last ace 

deaths hand holds 2 kings and 2 aces....

the final stand 

its all come to this 

pill bottle                                                                  stage 4

made to kill pain               

now bringing killing pain...

\"mama if you wake up ill give you my bracelet\"

but the mother lost aginst cancer\"                                      final (black) curtain