I take a pen and whatever paper I can find,
I scribble my feelings my experiences and Now they’re no longer Words scattered in my mind.
They become a piece of my life I thought I’d share
Life long painful moments that are no longer left in the air .
They consumed my mind for far too long
Turning all my rights into wrong .
So if you’re reading this yes my life has been a constant struggle ,battling my own demons,
But even the most painful heart wrenching things happen for a reason.
So my heart may be a little lighter , my blood a little colder,
My skin is thicker and more weight on my shoulders .
But one thing I haven’t lost completely along this debilitating race,
Is my faith in our Heavenly Fathers embrace .
The times I thought he’d let go of me
He was preparing me for my next battle,
He was the light that was over my shadow .
You kept me from giving up when I thought there was no other way ,
So now nothing else can cloud my vision , my heart will take time to fill , my life to have true meaning , but my faith will only grow stronger and Father I’m here to stay !