lemons poetry

what am i to you

the voice in my head wants me dead 

im the book every ones read then forgotten 

forsaken places bending my sanity 

ive outlived my fantasy 

didint realize i got so far down the street 

didnt know id meet and great only to be given the receipt to my social life 

by an attendant that i figured was my friend 

turns out they were just a stoner 

thrown into my phone contacts only to be deleted 

message reveived 

ive been deceived 

i dont know how i believed it 

ramifications on the screen shown and un shown 

SLOW IT DOWN AND STAY INSTEAD OF BLASTING OFF EVERY TIME I MEET SOME ONE NEW!.....:(