It always happens
I can feel the time is near
I\'m being left behind again
There is nothing I can do but wait, watch
And wonder what cruel new way fate has decided to break me this time
The feeling is like melancholy, a sadness I can\'t shake
It strikes a nerve within, it causes anger, flashing white
But as with most light, it soon fades to darkness and the weight returns
Dragging me down to the dredges of depression