I sit
Lost in thought
I drowned
Everything blers and all I see is the pain
Dead I stare at the flor
Falling
Spinning
“Hay are you ok”
“YES!”
I snap
And instantly apologize
Will you see
Do you care
Sorry to bother you
You did see and I stopped you
Why do I do this
I want help but I say I do not
“You look tired”
I do not respond
How should I
Help
But do not
Please let me drowned in thought
You grab my hand
And we dance
I laff
And forget
For one more day
R.E
5/7/18