missfit88

*I GUESS I\'M NOT OKAY*

   \"Are you okay\" you may ask.....

For a change, I\'m going to give you the answers that you never wanted.

\"No, i don\'t think i am...and i don\'t know how much longer i can last\"

A lot of my days are filled with feeling.....

Anxious....worried....

Overwhelmed.....

Suffocated.....Helpless...

all mixed of course with that limited but random sleep pattern.

 

     \"Any particular reason?....\" you may then ask....

Well...scene as i consider my brain to be a scatty/patchy/blank...spiraling black hole....

Yeah a few reasons, which i had 

written down....(Using an invisible pen)

On what seemed like an endless list..... Which is kept neatly away inside my chaotic mind.