I try and not focus on the feelings I get when I trust someone enough to let them in
let them in
gave them a tour
I try and not focus on the feelings I get when they walk away without making an offer
I try and not think about the men I decided to trust
& just took advantage of me
I try and not think that I should have learned my lesson by now
but they say “don’t have walls”
“just let things flow, lets vibe”
I should’ve known that\'s just another line, not really taking the time to enjoy waiting in line
fast pass me up
fuck me up and never look back
I’m so done
I’m so dumb
I try and not think that every time I feel something
I’m reminded that I cant afford to feel something
I gotta feel nothing if I wanna make it somewhere
‘Cuz my grades drop like my panties
& I’m panting trying to make deadlines I procrastinated just to let you in
Just to let you get to know me
You got to know me
Now its yeah you “knew me”