I hope you understand why I stay quiet whilst you walk away.
I hope you understand that although I have not spoken, I have so much left to say.
My mouth may not be open, but the words that are left unspoken
are wrapped around my mind every day.
I hope you understand my selfishness.
I hope you understand that I need you to help me fix this mess.
I know it isn\'t best for you, staying will only hurt you but
if you stay it will hurt me less.
I hope you understand that I always loved you.
I gave everything I could, but it\'s not enough for you.
I had never felt that way before, I was scared and wanting more
than I could physically allow myself to give to you.
I hope you understand my heart is yours.
It belongs to no one else, not in a million years.
I know your smile is wider now, and I\'m just left wondering how
I can be without you but without all of these tears.
I understand why you left, I promise.
I cause more pain than comfort and I\'m sorry.
If I could ease your broken mind, then maybe you\'d ease mine
but I can\'t, I\'m no good at keeping promises.