You know, I haven’t talked to you for a long time
But you simply did not want to talk… I can see that…
Do you remember the last time we talked?
You kept turning away every time I started speaking
I can understand that you didn’t want to
There are times when I want to hide inside myself too
And think and dream and sit alone just like you now
I guess it is just not the right moment to talk
I have lost myself in the ringing silence
Then found my heart between the petals of your soul
All this time, I have been meaning to ask you
Could you share my loneliness with me today?
But today if you still don’t want to talk
You can just listen to me and I won’t really mind
Though I am tired of these one-sided conversations
It is almost like talking to myself
If you don’t want to listen, I could wait as long as you want
You don’t have to share my cup of loneliness if you don’t want to
I just want you to know I don’t believe in unfinished sentences… I never did
Please put a period and then it would not be that meaningless.
But now I see that you are not against listening to me
And yes, I am nervous but I will talk
You know, sometimes I feel like I hear you
Yes… when you are a million miles away from me
Distances have become so negligible
You and I can hear each other at a moment’s notice
The power of thought is simply magical
I don’t have to even know where you are or what you are doing
I want you to listen because today I tried to hold on to my dream
You know, I dreamed that I got lost in the libraries of centuries
Books of all ages with dusty legends opened for me
And you gave me the code that helped me read each one
Like through a crystal prism I saw the annals of history
I could read every single word whether it was in ancient Latin or Greek
My eyes opened and I don’t even know how
But somehow I could understand the most ancient of epics without translation
Together I think we will finally read the most important epic of all
It is the text I have looked at only once
But perhaps you realize why it is so important to me and to you
It will help you and me go back to the very beginning
So today, I wanted you to tell me why my dreams disappear
Perhaps you don’t know the answer to my strange question
Yet somehow, I feel like you know and just don’t want to tell me
Perhaps my dreams disappear simply because they are not meant to come true
Today, you have won over your unwillingness to listen
You have opened my eyes and all nightmares abandoned me
Time and distance have become completely negligible
Just read to me from your golden script and I will hear…
You know… I will…