I remember the first time you called my name, it was hot outside but my name, those letters on your lips sent chills down my spine like no other
I stayed up all night thinking of you while you slept soundly
I cried rivers for you while you couldn\'t even spare a drop when you saw my pain
You knew you knew how I felt and you felt it too
You chose her over me then another and another
I\'m drowning in a river of my own tears my own feelings
I loved you, I loved you, I loved you
I watched you from the sidelines as you took my heart and crushed it in front of me
I kept making excuses for you pretending you didn\'t know how I felt
But you did
I feel drained, stripped, and empty
You?
You don\'t even care
You created this paradise and this beautiful river for me
But, now that you\'re gone I\'m left in this barren and ash filled land
You don\'t love me
But I
I-
I still love you