i threw the blankets on the ground, because they remind me of the warm feeling you give me.
I turn on all the lights, so that your face isn\'t the only bright thing in my mind.
I emptied all the medicine cabinets because your love and attention are the only cures for my pain.
I lock myself in my room, because when I am alone no one can see me crying out for you.
I can\'t stand uber or taxis, you\'re the only one that knows how to drive me.
In your absence i give up trying to be perfect, why waste my energy when you\'re the only one worth it.
I stare at the sun to remind myself, your world does not revolve around me.
Although, I admit the thought is so sweet.
I try my hardest not to sleep, for when I wake I must leave you in my dreams.