The undertaker drew deep breath. 
He exhaled little billows of cold air 
while awaiting hearst carrying my 
lifeless body. Prior to death, I took 
special pains to select an ideal plot. 
A mossy glen with a mill by the pond 
of boyhood swimming hole served 
the ideal welcome mat for return 
of this native son long gone from 
his family estate of Glen Elm. Death
 
struck unexpectedly while dodging 
madding crowd jostling glimpse 
this renown author, where fame 
seemed destined to track me down. 
As advocate of countless essays 
on inalienable rights for all creatures 
large and small, no pause (paws from 
hounding local populace offered 
peace of mind. Until now. The 
prospect of dying never scared 
this non-believer. Cessation of 
consciousness essentially served 
completing life in corporeal 
form and reconstituted physical 
being into grist for other organisms 
to flourish. Karma and glorious 
unique characteristic comprising 
respective charisma, dogma, and 
persona (generally comprising 
(a riddle wrapped in a mystery 
inside an enigma to the world) 
absorbed after contract with 
cosmic creator lapsed. Brief 
occupancy on terra firmae in
scribed in genetic code (merely 
a blink of an eye in universal 
schema) gave now deceased 
dreamer notion to maximize enjoy
ment of each day. One need
 
not globe trot (and boast of es
pying exotic places), but could 
experience inner harmony by 
imbibing present state of mind
fulness. Simple pleasures
 
abounded in wild or evoked 
via creative imagination of 
august writers supplied ample 
sustenance for satisfaction. 
Contemplative and introspective 
mien prompted Eros discerning 
grand canyon of Mother Nature 
in tandem with personal motive 
to indulge like-minded thinkers
 
since beginning of time. Any 
given day frequently found thoughts 
turning over every figurative jagged 
rolling stone, when grim reaper 
might spring surprise visit, which 
metaphysical thought interestingly 
enough gave sigh of relief. Why? 
Upon termination enjoying existence 
in living color, the eradication, sans 
file of pet peeves mine i.e. (anxiety/ 
panic attacks interwoven with inxs 
of obsessive depressive compulsive 
behavior), would dissolve into basic 
elements of earth, wind and fire.
 
Marshall matters of non-entity 
dimension would assume command. 
Those former psychological trials, 
would be relinquished from parasite
 
role recomposing cells of one mortal 
man (me) into matter recycled into 
raw materiel other organisms feast 
upon. Basic constituent cells of this 
Homo sapiens would become necessary
 
seeds for other manifestation (albeit 
plant or animal development). Molecular
features would assume novel combinations 
thru degradation of flesh, yet improvisation 
of biology would wield wasted corpse 
that epitomized an articulate, civil, 
enumerate, glib, invertebrate, kind 
male into novel marvels of unpredict
able genus and species.