Went to Harvest America tonight.
The pastor spoke about suicide quite heavily.
It has definitely been weighing on my heart.
I don\'t want to die.
But I can\'t help but think about how much better things would be if I just weren\'t around.
If it weren\'t for my son\'s father I\'d believe he\'d be better off without me as well.
I need help fast.
Unfortunately insurance doesn\'t consider prevention of suicide as important as attempted.