There is this...
Profound loneliness
That burns in my chest
When I think of you
I have no
Cognative memories
I do have physical memories
Of that year
We spent together
I had so much
To give to you
So filled with love
Only for you
You say it hurts
The walls I\'ve built
The distance I keep
The words I say
To keep you at bay
But you hurt me first
You broke my heart
And destroyed a bond
Created for a mother and daughter
I don\'t hate you
Please know that
But I can\'t
Let myself know you