If my God had bestowed me His Powers for a second
and declared, \"here! make the sort of woman you\'d desire\"
I would have made you.
I had your image in my mind from I was old enough to know
and I had in the passing years luckily loved some women that
looked near you enough
The last one was ninety percent you and I loved her so
because I believed no one ever really get every thing
just as they desired
Then one day I heard a loud bang outside and I went to my door
I opened my door to see what was happening but no one was there
then from the corner you appeared
My heart flipped and rolled and I blinked twice starring at you
for there you were right in my vision, walking towards me
the lady I had always hoped existed.
I marvelled at God,s miracle, marvelled that it was a divine miracle
that God really, without my prompting looked into my mind\'s eye
and created you just as I see you
So there you are, in appearance, down to the last detail, as I had
imagine over the years and searched for, but never really found
now, right there stood you.
Radiant like golden honey, full lustrous hair with the sheen of dark olives
and the face of a Grecian goddess that rivalled Aphrodite herself
within the most delicate, graceful, feminine body ever
We spoke about the noise, said you had just moved into the neighbourhood
we moved from topic to topic and it seemed we both didn\'t want to stop talking
inwardly I praised God\'s attention to details and finesse
I did not waste time, we spoke, we laughed, I was not backwards
in coming forward, I am single I had to go for it, it was now or never
at the end I got your number
So over the months I tried, but you were never there, you were single
you said, but never really available, we met up a few times, but then
nothing, nothing nothing,
You never discouraged or hinted otherwise, you would flirt and smile
and make plans to meet up, but something would come up, so till
next time, you\'d say
But something wasn\'t right, I had been around women all my life
loved and was loved by some amazing women, but with you there was
something different, something not quite there
I\'d also wondered why one as stunning as yiu were, didn\'t have a partner
or a spouse by now, but knowing the culture and traditions of your origins
I imagined it could be due to that
Then it came via hints, words disguised, and gossipy neighbourhood grapevine
and a local shop girl screaming once, \'your friend is lipstick\' while serving me
it was easy, to put two and two together, the penny finally dropped.
In hindsight, I remembered some things you did, now with clarity I felt stupid
wondering if then you were trying to tell me something. You once sat me down
made me tea infused from various leaves
That evening with the light from the fireplace reflecting on your face
I thought you were the most beautiful woman in the world bar none
and thanked God again for creating this masterpiece
Long afterwards, I was to read somewhere that tea made from leaves
like we had that evening, actually had its name because of its exclusivity
amongst a certain gender identity group
I was not shocked or horrified, what\'s there to be shocked about
I was disappointed though, but only because you weren\'t confident
and secured enough to let me know
I had told you from day one, that I believed in love not lust and was
not after your body. I never made a move on you, cause I believed if
we ended up in love, it would happen naturally
It felt like the Devil was mocking me, up to his wicked tricks, the bastard
would God, create my perfect woman looks wise, and then add this to her
and to make matters worse, mocked me by allowing us to meet
In the end, I realized, God was teaching me a lesson, be careful what you wish
for, for nobody ever gets everything in life, not even if they think they had
found it or it looked like that
So we\'re not to be, that woman, that if God had given me his power to make
the one made to my exact specifications in looks, the one I never thought existed
could only be with Eve.
God does indeed have a sense of humour - glory to the Father, The Son and
the Holy Spirit.
Thy will will be done on earth as it is in Heaven