Everything in me tries to let go, part of me still wants you in my life to make me whole, thinking of all the wrongs you have done I will never forgive you for, also remembering the good makes me want to stay for more, maybe if I make posts in social media about what I want will help me get you off of my mind but all I’m really posting is what I had this whole time but I don’t want to admit it because I gave you so much love and all I got in return was pain metaphorically you drive off while I’m stuck standing in the rain but I can’t get the thought of you out of my brain, I try and try again but feel like I’m going insane, but being in love with you was the burden I chose to obtain