Red

Feels

There is a pain in my heart 

This hole that lies inside there

Unfree and carefree 

Sad and hurt 

The day gets lonelier 

My emotions are deadlier 

Emotionless or numb 

Can’t decide if its cos I am dumb 

Or because I am in love

But the pain caused inside its hard to heal

What feels do I preach 

The one I had died the day I saw you and her 

It’s like a depression and addiction mixed

Don’t know which one killed me first