I watched
The candle
Burn
Melt on my wrists
The wax falling
Pain
Twisting in my mind
That’s the sign
That I can actually
Let out
I see
My hands
Are bleeding
My tissue fell out
The blade
Dripping with blood
Blood red
They say control
But I say
I can’t conceal
That feeling
That leaves me insane
I glanced
How my life was falling
Apart
Into pieces of memories
That I once cherished
I’m sorry mum
I left u in pain
Im such a burden
That u have born
A trash like me
The note
Said
Sorry
Everyone who loved me
I left u in such agony
Cribbing pain
But I’m fine
It’s the answer
Right
I’m in the hospital
I thought I was dead
But
He painful truth
Is
I’m still alive
With my monsters
Eating me
Alive
Why I should
Survive
With my
Demons
When I tried to drown them
People let them rise again?
So I lived
In unspoken pain
Can’t I just drown in the rain