I tried and tried over and over failed over and over I never succeeded I will never succeed today was the day when I lost what I loved and the people that I love I might done some horrible stuff I regret it I hope its not goanna happen again in the future but today was the day when I finally gave up I could take it any more I had it It got stuck in my throat I could fight the deal any more I gave up I was kicking off I let the devil out but the devil said your not a good guy your like me. I might not be a good guy but I tried at lest and tried but failed THE DEVIL took over me.