Exposed to fighting as a child
ramped up my fight or flight response
Never can unsee what I\'ve seen
Or unhear what I\'ve heard
The pain is raw; the unknown is terrifying
What I would give for a relaxing day
Free from the pitiful restraints
Of the one they call \"Panic Disorder\"
Take me away to a heaven-like place
If not just for a few hours
I just need to relax and calm
I don\'t know what that is anymore
My soul screams out for solace
There is no where to turn
There is no place to hide
I\'m the only one that can save me
I get a fresh taste of hell every day
You may think I\'m being dramatic
Walk a few miles in my shoes
And then tell me how your day went