Falling... Again
I\'m always falling
And along with this flightless journey
Comes thoughts
Dark, Uneven, incomplete.
They all have stories.
So..where is mine?
Sometimes it feels like I never had one in the first place.
As my notice begins to wipe from others.
I\'m alone..
I\'ve been alone.
Falling...
All I really wanted was just....
And I\'m beginning to realize that I\'m not going to have one.
Searching..... Reaching.....
But never to be who I wanted to be.
Because I cant be accepted.
I\'m, not the only one.
Falling...
Deeper I sink.
Farther I fall.... I lose who I am.
A mask. That is never revealed.
Its been so long since I took it off...
I don\'t think I ever will.
I have to push them away.
To save me.
From pain.
From hurt.
From the end.
If I don\'t.... Then one day I\'m going to hit the ground...
Its lonely at the top....
But the bottom was never there in the first place....
Falling...
-Eternis