Visitor in my body
Thoughts are twisting in my head
On why my brain is not normal
Why i can\'t stop being so over dramatic
Or why when something small goes wrong
It\'s the end of the world
There is a darkness shadowing above me
And i feel like i don\'t have a torch
And im stumbling and crying
And calling and shouting
But i am drowned out by those above
I want people to care
But i don\'t want them to see
The darkness that frightens me
Because it hurts i crave attention
And im only worthy because of their praise
Why is that so hard to understand
You think you encourage me
By saying that
someone is better than me
Or that I\'m not useful
So i might as well be gone
But don\'t you see how much that hurts me
Because without you
And your rare kind words
I can’t fulfill my life
I can\'t go on to succeed
Because I\'m a visitor in my own body
And somebody else has the key