Eyes to swollen to see, pillow soak from All These Tears. The pain that I feel now realizing you will not be near. Mirrored reflections I no longer recognize, my ears throbbing from all the lies. Heart beating cold for the warmth that is no longer there. The excuses, explanations.... I don\'t even care. Although it pains me to walk away, it hurts me more to stay. We have been here for so long I have no more words to say..... So I will simply leave with this burning feeling in my chest, knowing....I have to lay US to rest.