Red

forgiveness

How can I love someone 

Who treated me like shit 

And threw my heart around as if it didn’t exist 

I’m trying hard to recover and to rebuild

But the memories are so hard to forget 

That it immediately awes me to pieces 

Then suddenly this storm comes in the middle 

And I remember once again how he made me feel

Unwanted and desperate to have something that I once thought it was mine

He caught me in my feelings, broke me into pieces and I cut too deep

Day after day I forget but part of me still holds on to this hope

I promise myself I can forgive you, I want to be happy for you, but will you be able to forgive yourself knowing how much I loved you.