Dear eating disorder
I’m writing to tell you
I don’t think we can that I don’t think we can do this anymore
I learned in therapy that you should cut toxic relationships at the source and this relationship is poison right down to the bones
Dear eating disorder
I know this goodbye is hard on both of us
Your loosing your host
And I’m loosing my identity
But I can’t live in fear any more
Dear eating disorder this isn’t a break up
If it was I’d say let’s still be friends
I can’t even say that
You are sucking the life right out of me
literally
Dear eating disorder
I want to sit down to eat with out knowing where the bath rooms are first
Dear eating disorder can I have one meal in peace
with out thinking
with out counting
With out asking for permission
Dear eating disorder don’t bother to pick up your stuff
I’ll mail it to you
Thinspo and all
Bubble wrapped with a fragile sticker
Dear eating disorder
Please don’t call
It’s hard enough rebuilding myself
With out nostalgia
Dear eating disorder
I looked in the mirror the other day
And you lied to me
I am beautiful
In side and outside
Dear eating disorder
I am going to learn to love myself
With out you