Last night I decided to take the test
I\'m trying to be brave with little steps
For months I\'ve been keeping check
Looking for answers of what\'s next
Many of people say plenty of things
None come close to my understanding
I was fourteen when it help me through
Opening my mind to let go of the concern
From that moment this outlet has been held against me
Not any valid reason just repeating teachings
I have a incredible addictive personality
To the point I struggle turning off the TV
Some can use this as evidence against me
But if you reflect I\'m sure you\'re not addiction free
Today is my leap of going cold turkey
I\'ve finished work and thinking healing
Greatful to the path that got me here
But I need some relief of my inner fear