I have to say,
that I will be honest.
Throughout my life,
and to this day,
there has not been,
many things I believed in.
In fact,
there are very few.
Through out my life,
I have lost my belief,
in many things.
I do not know,
what friendship is.
Relationships have failed me.
These are just examples.
The list is long.
Yet, through out,
my entire life,
I always knew,
God was and is real.
Sometimes it was through ignorance,
other times through stubbornness,
and sometimes I just needed,
some kind of hope,
to hold on to.
Now though,
I am beginning,
to know the whole truth,
about God,
and it is beautiful.
He often shows,
his authenticity,
time and time again.
There are very few things,
that I believe in,
but I will always believe,
that Jesus is in my heart.
Because when times,
get so hard,
that that passionate fire,
turns into a candle,
The Holy Spirit will manifest,
itself through me.