i lay my grief ridden body down on my bed & sink into my mattress
i close my eyes & pray to highest power that i wont ever have to open them again
but still, i countinue to wake up, everyday
going thru the same motions, denying my flesh, crying, soul bleeding, wishing i could rid myself of the feelings im feeling
i knew a while ago it would get worse
i just didnt know how
but oh, this pain is something i couldve never prepared for
the longer i breathe the sadder it gets
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