I’ve got mental issues
I can’t explain how I feel
Too many tissues
My battle wounds may heal
But my mind will never be the same
They all say it’s in my head
I guess I’m the one to blame
I still remember when my wrist bled
I hate my entire life
They say it’s not real
I just miss the feel of that knife
I can’t even hold down a meal
I wish it would all end
I just want to be normal
But instead, I’m just abnormal
I’ve already lost my best friend
Please someone just take the voices out of my head
Someone come save me from the monster I’ve become
I just want to lie in my bed and be dead
My entire body is just numb
I wish it weren’t true
But sometimes I just want to go and disappear
My life isn’t even worth a few dimes
Wish I didn’t have to cry but there’s already one tear
One becomes two
Two becomes three
Three turns into four
Four turns into many more
My entire life feels like a chore
When you hear the demon inside of me roar
You already know it’s too late
Everyone I touch I hurt
My only escape is writing
But even that is failing me
This is just my fate
I’m going to sit here and keep fighting
This is my final plea
Just give me them Percocet’s and Vicodin’s
Let me get my fix on
So I won’t have to sit here with no feeling
Where is god when you need him most
I’m about to find out if he’s real
I feel like I’m just walking around like a ghost
It’s like no one can see me but it’s no big deal
I don’t want to be me
I guess I should just lie down and bleed
Forget everyone and everything
There is no hope anymore
When you come to find me all you will see is the blood-soaked sheets