It’s time and time again
I tend to lose myself
& love a guy as much as I can never tend to love myself
He was the perfect guy
He was that sweet love ..
Until I came into his life and rip that heart out of his chest
And I’m so sorry
I say those words to feel the pain
So I wouldn’t forget the time I had when I was feeling sane
I was wrong
To put you through the same hole I dug you out
So I can tie your hands & feet & finish with your mouth
Then throw you back into the ground and put dirt to your name
Then say I’m sorry again so you wouldn’t see me as blame
And build a wall so high so I wouldn’t seem to reach around
To touch another guy & turn his world right upside down
How can I put this ?
I crave a love that runs so deep
that craves a person so broken
that they can barely move or speak
So I become their world
Become their perfect girl
& stitch away the fragile part of me that I can barely see
Cause that’s what love is
So hard to handle
I can barely focus
So I paint the picture so they can’t see what’s not important
Cause that’s what this is
I wrote these words so I won’t repeat
Of all these shattered promises
That was brought unto me