I would be a liar if I said I don\'t lie awake in the middle of the night.
Tossing and Turning.
But sometimes just as still as a stone.
Thinking of the memories of you.
Of the scent you left on our pillows.
On our sheets.
Of the way you use to touch me.
Everywhere.
I would be desperately lying if I said I didn\'t wish for that again.
Even crave it.
The sensation.
But don\'t let me mislead you.
That is the only thing I miss.
Your touch.
Your scent.
Your body.
Because you, the real you.
The human part of you.
Is oh so very awful.
xoxo lover.