I have many tales I like to rewind
Each time I have different rhymes
This one I\'ve gone through many times
But I was very shocked to feel this light inside
Not long into my teens a passion ran through me
As if the energy was from ten thousand beings
With every particle in me saying what I had felt
That no one should ever know the way I feel
When that day comes and I have kids of my own
They would never repeat my, why did they even try
With this statement I ment with every breath that I breathed
Little did I know then but this was all going to happen
With no true desire I manifested this to test my words
Living still not appreciating thoses thing you say to yourself
That if you keep thinking I made my bed so I\'ll lie in it
None of it will be true for your heart and soul knows it too
Within 12 years it was brought to tears
The quest I set myself was now here
A girl just five and a boy just eight
For this took a few months but I excepted my fate
I read them bed time storys fighting through the mind games
I showed them they\'re treasured & their presence is a present itself
Even if the world crushes around you, I\'m here to help
Our bodies may be apart but never our souls
Joined by our spirit through our inner songs
I\'m now seven years down the line
Thankful to their mother & a proud dad
Another queen stands by my side
As a reward for all I have stood by
My children love their life & me too
The biggest reward was to understand...
Be truly careful what we wish or say
As the most magical joke is
You\'ll be given & tested
Then tested & given
Until you see it\'s all what you\'ve been asking
This time I looked back knowing I truly broke a cycle, greatful to the past so I can shine brighter in the tomorrow.