missing you;

at night i cry and ask myself "why?"

i just wanna move on and live my life.

the memories we have are constantly on my mind,

but it hurts so much that i can't call you mine.

i don't need you, but oh god i want you.

i still love you, but i don't want to.

baby can't you see,

how much pain you're causing me?

i'm tired of these emotions, i just wanna be free.

you said you were different, but you're just like the rest.

ever since you left i've become a fucking mess.

you treated me like i was one of your toys,

sharing me around with all of your boys.

i gave you my love and all of my affection,

but you gave me back your lust and rejection.


  • aksawyer

    You are very talented

    • alisha.ldn

      Thank you so much x

    • Goldfinch60

      Such a shame to be treated this way in your life. The future will be different and there will be somebody out there who loves and respects you. Good emotive write.

      • alisha.ldn

        Thank you so much,
        I hope so.

      • Aals

        I FEEL YOU OMG. This is sounds like it could be a song. It's so beautiful and flowy i love it. write on ❤︎

        • alisha.ldn

          Thank you lovely x

        • swingline

          I hope you walked away with your dignity . It will be his loss and your gain . And as everyone says you have quite a lot of talent .

          • alisha.ldn

            Thank you so much, and yeah I did. It was hard but I left him for my own good.

          • rosetintedview

            I really love this, beautiful!

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